The Gospel of John. Lecture 3 of 12.
Rudolf Steiner, Hamburg, May 20, 1908:
Yesterday we saw
what profound contents are concealed within the first words of the Gospel of St.
John, and we shall now be able to summarize our observations by saying that the
writer of this Gospel pointed to the creation of a pre-humanity in the far
distant past and indicated that, according to esoteric Christianity, everything
leads back to the Word or the Logos. The Logos was already a creating power even
in the ancient Saturn period; it then became Life while our Earth was passing
through its existence as the Sun, and it became Light while the Earth was
passing through the ancient Moon state. Under the influence of divine spiritual
forces and powers, in the course of the three planetary states of evolution, the
human creature reached the point in his development at which he became
penetrated by the human ego, the Earth having now developed into our present
planet. Thus we may say that a creature, like a kind of seed, came over to the
Earth from the ancient Moon, consisting of a physical body, derived from the
divine, primal Word; an ether or life body having its source in divine Life; and
an astral body issuing from divine Light. Within this creature's inmost being,
during life upon the Earth, the light of the ego itself was now enkindled, and
this threefold bodily nature — physical, etheric, and astral — became capable of
saying to itself “I AM.” Thus, in a certain sense, we may call the Earth
evolution, the evolution of the “I AM,” the evolution of the self-consciousness
of the human race. This “I AM,” this capacity for full self-consciousness,
developed slowly and gradually in the course of the evolution of Earth humanity.
We must clearly understand how this evolution of Earth humanity proceeded, how
slowly and gradually the ego — that is to say, full self-consciousness — made its
appearance within it.
There was a
stage of our earthly evolution which we call the ancient Lemurian period. It is
the earliest period of our life upon the Earth in which men appeared in the form
they, in general, possess today. Then, for the first time, what we may call the
incarnation of the ego, the true inner being of man, took place within the three
bodies, the astral, ether, and physical bodies. After that came the Atlantean
period, when humanity dwelt for the most part upon the ancient continent of
Atlantis, a region forming today the bed of the Atlantic Ocean, and which sank
beneath the waters through the great Atlantean flood, remembrance of which has
been preserved in the deluge-sagas of nearly all peoples. In harmony with their
inner natures, men have passed through successive incarnations during the
post-Atlantean period, right up to our present day. As has been stated, it was in
fact during the Lemurian period that our souls were incarnated for the first
time in a threefold entity, consisting of physical body, ether body, and astral
body, as we have learned to know them. What preceded this will be left for a
later consideration. Thus we must go far back into the past if we wish to
consider the course of evolution, for the human being evolved very slowly and
gradually to his present condition of existence.
From the
standpoint of Spiritual Science what does occultism call our “present
existence?” It calls it a state of consciousness which the present-day human
being possesses from the morning when he awakens until the evening when he falls
asleep. During that time, by means of his outer physical senses, he sees the
objects about him. From the evening when he falls asleep until the morning when
he awakens, he does not see the objects about him. Why is this so? We know that
it is because during the day, under present evolutionary conditions, the real
inner human being, namely, the ego and astral body, are within the physical and
ether bodies upon the physical plane; in other words, they are in the physical
world. Thus the astral body and the ego can make use of the physical organs for
hearing and seeing in the physical world, for observing physical things. From
the evening when we fall asleep until the morning when we awaken, the ego and
astral body are out of the physical world on the astral plane. There they are
detached from the physical eyes and ears and therefore are not able to observe
what is about them.
The alternating
state of waking by day and sleeping by night developed slowly and gradually.
This was not yet the case in the ancient Lemurian period when the human being
for the first time passed through a physical incarnation. At that time the ego
and astral body were only for a very brief portion of the day within the
physical body, by no means as long a period as now. Therefore, because the human
being was outside of his physical body for a longer time and entered it only for
a brief period in a waking state, life during the Lemurian period was very
different from life as we experience it. Our state of unconsciousness during the
night, when we are not merely in the act of dreaming, is a state that has
developed slowly and gradually. Day- and night-consciousness were very
differently apportioned during the Lemurian period. At that time everyone still
possessed a dull clairvoyant consciousness, and during the night, when they were
out of the physical body and in the spirit world, they perceived this spirit
world around them, although not so clearly as we of the present see the physical
objects about us during the day. We should not simply compare this perceiving in
the spiritual world with the present dreaming. The present dream-state is only
like a last stunted remnant of this ancient clairvoyance. However, the same
images were perceived at that time as are perceived today in dreams, but they
had a very real meaning. Let us be quite clear about the meaning of these
images.
In ancient
times, the human being, living a very brief portion of the twenty-four hours in
waking-consciousness (a much shorter time than we today), saw the external,
physical objects very dimly, as though wrapped in a mist. The capacity to see
physical objects as we do today developed very slowly. At that time he saw the
first indication of a physical body enveloped in a mist, just as we can see the
lamps surrounded by a mist, by a kind of light-aura, when we walk through the
streets on a misty evening. This, however, is only an illusion. But that is the
way mankind at first saw physical bodies emerging about him, and when he slept
he did not sink into unconsciousness, but during his sleep-consciousness images
emerged, pictures in color and form. At that time there was around him a world
in comparison with which the most vivid dream-world of today is only a weak,
dim echo. These images signified something psychic and spiritual in his
environment. At that time, in the beginning of his earthly course, when during
his night wanderings he approached a creature harmful to him, he did not see it
as we would now see it — for example, he did not see the lion approaching him as
a lion's form — but he saw emerging an image of color and form and
instinctively it told him that here was something harmful to him, something that
would devour him, something he must avoid. These were true images of something
psycho-spiritual occurring about him. All that belonged to the soul and spirit
was seen in the night, and evolution proceeded in such a way that slowly and
gradually the human being immersed himself in his physical body for a longer and
longer time. Ever shorter grew the night, longer and longer lasted the day, and
the more he lived within his physical body the more the nightly clairvoyant
images disappeared and the more did the present waking-consciousness emerge.
However, we must
not forget that a truly genuine self-consciousness, such as should be acquired
during life upon the Earth, can only be attained by submersion in a physical
body. Prior to this, the human being did not feel himself as an independent
entity, but as a part of divine spiritual beings from whom he was descended.
Still possessing a dull clairvoyance, he felt himself a part of a divine
spiritual consciousness, part of a divine ego, just as the hand feels itself a
part of the physical organism. He could not have said of himself “I AM,” but
would have said “God is” — and “I in Him.”
As we shall see
more and more, a very special mission was reserved for the Earth, which had,
during its evolution, passed through three earlier stages, Saturn, Sun, and Moon.
Do not imagine that the different planetary life-conditions can be considered as
existing alongside of one another, one planet exactly equivalent to the other.
Divine creation is not simply a repetition of something already existing. Each
planetary existence had a very definite mission. The mission of our Earth is the
cultivation of the principle of love to its highest degree by those beings who
are evolving upon it. When the Earth has reached the end of its evolution, love
should permeate it through and through. Let us understand clearly what is meant
by the expression: The Earth is the planetary life-condition for the evolution
of love.
In Spiritual
Science we say that the ancient Moon preceded the Earth. This ancient Moon, as
planetary stage of evolution, had also a mission. It did not yet have the task
of developing love, but it was the planet or the cosmos of wisdom. Before it
reached our earthly condition, our planet passed through the stage of wisdom. A
simple and one might say logical observation will illustrate this to you. Just
look about you at all the creatures of nature. If you do not observe them merely
with your understanding but with the forces of your heart and soul, then you
will find wisdom everywhere stamped upon nature. The wisdom of which we are here
speaking is a kind of spiritual substance lying at the foundation of all
things. Observe anything you wish in nature, and you will find it there. Take,
for example, a piece of the thigh-bone and you will see that it is not composed
of a solid mass, but it is a fine interweaving of supports which are arranged
into a marvelous structure. And if we seek to discover the law upon which this
bone is constructed, we find that it follows the law which develops the greatest
strength with the least expenditure of material in order to be able to support
the upper part of the human body. Our engineering art is not yet so far advanced
that it can build such a highly artistic structure as the all over-ruling wisdom
has fashioned. Mankind will not possess such wisdom until later in its
evolution. Divine wisdom pervades the whole of nature; human
wisdom will only gradually reach this height. In the course of time human wisdom
will inwardly acquire what divine wisdom has secreted within the Earth. Just as
wisdom was prepared upon the Moon, that it might be found everywhere on the
Earth, so is love now being prepared here in this Earth evolution. If you were
able to look back upon the ancient Moon with clairvoyant vision, you would see
that wisdom was not to be found everywhere at that time. You would find many
things still lacking in wisdom. Only gradually throughout the whole of the Moon
evolution was wisdom stamped upon the outer world. When the Moon had fully
completed its evolution, everything was then pervaded by a wisdom which was to
be found everywhere. Inner wisdom first appeared upon the Earth with the
human being, with the ego. This inner human wisdom had to be developed by
degrees.
Just as wisdom
was evolved upon the Moon, in order that it might now be found in all things, so
in like manner is love evolving. Love came into existence first in its lowest,
its most sensuous form, during the Lemurian period, but during the course of
life upon the Earth it will become ever more and more spiritualized, until at
last, when the Earth has reached the end of its evolution, the whole of
existence will have become pervaded with love, as today it is pervaded with
wisdom, and this will be accomplished through the activity of human beings if
they but fulfill their task.
The Earth will
then pass over to a future planetary condition which is called Jupiter. The
beings who will wander about upon Jupiter, just as human beings move about upon
the Earth, will find love exhaling from all creatures, the love which they
themselves, as human beings, will have placed there during their life upon the
Earth. They will find love in everything just as we today find wisdom
everywhere. Then human beings will develop love out of their own inner selves in
the same way that they are now little by little evolving wisdom. The great
cosmic love that here upon the Earth is beginning its existence will then
permeate all things. The materialistic mind does not believe in a cosmic wisdom,
only in a human wisdom. If men would consider the course of evolution with
unprejudiced minds they would be able to see that all cosmic wisdom in the
beginning of the Earth's evolution was advanced as far as human wisdom will be
at the end of it. In those times when names were more accurately chosen than
they are today, the subjective wisdom active in the human being was called
“intelligence,” in contradistinction to the objective cosmic wisdom. Men do not
notice that what they discover in the course of Earth-life had already been won
during life upon the Moon and implanted in the Earth by divine-spiritual beings.
Let us take an example.
How it is
drummed into the heads of the school children, the great progress humanity has
made through the discovery of paper! But wasps had already produced paper many
thousands of years ago, for what the wasps build into their nests consists of
exactly the same substance as that out of which men now produce paper, and it is
produced by the wasp in exactly the same way — only by means of a life-process.
The wasp-spirit, the group-soul of the wasps, which is a part of
divine-spiritual substance, was the discoverer of paper long before men made the
discovery.
The human being,
in fact, always follows along groping his way behind the cosmic wisdom. As a
principle, all that men will discover in the course of the Earth's evolution is
already present in nature. But what the human being will really give to the
Earth is love, a love which will evolve from the most sensuous to the most
spiritualized form of love. This is the mission of the Earth evolution. The
Earth is the cosmos of love.
Let us ask: —
What then is essential for love? What is essential in order that one person love
another? It is this — that he be in possession of his full self-consciousness,
that he be wholly independent. No one can love another in the full sense of the
word if this love be not a free gift of one person to another. My hand does not
love my organism. Only one who is independent, one who is not bound to the other
person, can love him. To this end the human being had to become an ego-being.
The ego had to be implanted in the threefold human body, so that the Earth
might, through mankind, fulfill its mission of love. Therefore, you will
understand esoteric Christianity when it says: Just as other forces, of which
wisdom is the last, streamed down from divine beings during the Moon period, so
now love streams into the Earth, and the bearer of love can only be the
independent ego which develops by degrees in the course of the evolution of the
Earth.
The human being,
however, had to be very slowly prepared for all this, likewise for his present
kind of consciousness. Let us suppose, for instance, that in the ancient
Lemurian period, the human being had been immersed in his physical body — he
would then at that time have seen the full outer reality, but at such a swift
tempo he would not have been able to implant love in the world. He had to be
guided little by little to his earthly mission. The first instruction in love
was given him during the time of a dawning consciousness, before he possessed
full self-consciousness, before he was evolved far enough to observe the objects
about him with clear, waking day-consciousness. Thus we see that during those
ages when the human being still possessed an ancient, dreamy clairvoyant
consciousness, when the soul was for long periods outside the physical body,
love was being implanted within him in his dull, not yet self-conscious
condition. Let us clearly picture the soul of this human creature of olden times
which had not yet reached the height of full self-consciousness.
The human being
fell asleep at night, but there existed no abrupt transition from waking to
sleeping. Images emerged, vivid dream-pictures, which, however, possessed a
living relationship to the spirit world — this means that the human creature
familiarized himself with the spirit world during sleep. Into him, into his dull
state of consciousness, the Divine Spirit dropped the first seed of all love
activity. The power that manifests itself as love in the course of evolution on
the Earth streamed at first into mankind during the night. The God who brought
the true earthly mission to the Earth revealed Himself first in the night to the
dim, ancient clairvoyant consciousness before He could reveal Himself to clear,
waking day-consciousness.
Then slowly and
gradually the time spent in a dim, clairvoyant state of consciousness became
shorter and shorter, the day-consciousness became ever longer, and the
boundaries of the aura around the physical objects gradually lessened and
disappeared, the objects taking on clearer and clearer outlines. Formerly the
sun and moon were seen surrounded by a mighty halo as though lying in a mass of
fog. Only slowly did the whole aspect become clear and objects assume distinct
outlines. By degrees the human being arrived at this condition. What he then saw
externally, while the sun shone upon the earth, revealing to him by means of
visible light the whole of earth-life — minerals, plants, and animals — all this
he experienced as the revelations of the Divine in the outer world.
From the
standpoint of esoteric Christianity, what is it that is visible during
waking day-consciousness? In the broadest sense of the word, we may ask: Of
what does the Earth consist? It is a manifestation of divine powers, an outer
material manifestation of inner spirituality. If you turn your gaze upward
toward the sun or toward what is to be found upon the earth, you will see
everywhere a manifestation of Divine Spirituality. This Divine Spirituality, in
the present form, lying as it does at the foundation of all that appears to
clear, waking-day consciousness — in other words, the invisible world behind this
entire visible day-world — this is called in esoteric Christianity the “Logos”
or the “Word.” For just as from the human being speech can finally come forth,
be uttered from his own inner being, so too has everything — animal kingdom,
plant kingdom, mineral kingdom — first come forth into existence from the Logos.
Everything is an incarnation of the Logos, and just as your soul rules invisibly
within your inner being and creates an external body, so too everything in the
world of a soul nature creates for itself the external body fitted to it and
manifests itself through some sort of physical organism. Where, then, is the
physical body of the Logos, of which the Gospel of St. John speaks? It is this
we wish today to bring more and more into our consciousness. In its purest form,
this external physical body of the Logos appears especially in the outer
sunlight. But the sunlight is not merely material light. To spiritual
perception, it is just as much the vesture of the Logos as your outer physical
body is the vesture of your soul.
If you were to
confront a human being in the same way the greater part of humanity today
confronts the sun, you could never learn to know that human being. Your relation
to each human individual possessing a feeling, thinking, and willing soul would
be such that instead of presupposing a psycho-spiritual part within him, you
would simply touch a physical body and imagine that it might even be made of
papier maché. If, however, you wish to penetrate to the spiritual in the
sunlight, you should consider it just as you consider the bodily part of a human
being in order to learn to know his inner nature. The sunlight has the same
relationship to the Logos as your body has to your soul. In the sunlight
something spiritual streams down upon the Earth. If we are able to conceive not
only the sun-body, but also the sun-spirit, we find that this spiritual part is
the love that streams down upon the Earth. Not alone the physical sunlight
awakens the plants into life — they would wither and die if the physical
sunlight did not act upon them — but together with the physical sunlight, the
warm love of the Godhead streams to earth. Human beings exist in order that they
may take into themselves the warm love of the Divine, develop it, and return it
again to the Divine. But they can only do this by becoming self-conscious
ego-beings. Only then will they be able to render back this love.
When men began —
at first for a very short time — to live in waking day-consciousness, they could
perceive nothing of the light, that light which at the same time enkindled love.
The light shone into the darkness, but the darkness was unable yet to comprehend
it. If this light, which is at the same time the love of the Logos, had only
manifested itself during the short day hours, humanity would not have been able
to grasp this light of love. But love streamed into human beings in the dull
clairvoyant dream-consciousness of those ancient times. Now, let us glance
behind existence at a great significant cosmic mystery.
Let us express
it thus: The cosmic guidance of our earth was of such a character that for a
time, in an unconscious way, love streamed into humanity in its dim, clairvoyant
state of consciousness and inwardly prepared it to receive this love in full,
clear, waking day-consciousness. We have seen that our Earth gradually became
the cosmos that was to accomplish this mission of love. The earth is shone upon
by the present sun. Just as human beings dwell upon the earth, and little by
little receive love into themselves, so too do other much higher beings dwell
upon the sun and enkindle love, because the sun has reached a higher stage of
existence. The human being is an earth-dweller, and to be an earth-dweller means
to be a creature which appropriates love unto itself during the Earth-period. A
sun-dweller in our time means a being that can enkindle love, a being that can
permit love to flow into the earth. The earth-dweller would not have developed
love, would not have been able to receive it, had not the sun-dwellers sent down
ripened wisdom to them with the rays of light. Because the light of the sun
streams down upon the earth, love is developed there. That is a very real truth.
Those beings who are so exalted that they can pour forth love have made the sun
their scene of action.
When the ancient
Moon had completed its evolution, there were seven great beings of this kind who
had progressed far enough to pour forth love. Here we touch upon a deep mystery
which Spiritual Science reveals. In the beginning of the Earth evolution there
was on the one side the childlike humanity which was to receive love and become
ready for the reception of the ego — and on the other side there was the sun
which separated from the earth and rose to a more exalted existence. Seven
principle Spirits of Light, who at the same time were the dispensing Spirits of
Love, were able to evolve upon this sun. Only six of them, however, made the sun
their dwelling-place, and what streams down to us in the physical light of the
sun contains within it the spiritual force of love from these six Spirits of
Light — or as they are called in the Bible, the six Elohim. One separated from
the others and took a different path for the salvation of humanity. He did not
choose the sun but the moon for his abode. And this Spirit of Light, who
voluntarily renounced life upon the sun and chose the moon instead, is none
other than the one whom the Old Testament calls “Jahve” or “Jehova.” This Spirit
of Light who chose the moon as a dwelling-place is the one who from there pours
ripened wisdom down upon the earth, thus preparing the way for love. Now, let us
consider for a moment this mystery which lies behind the outer facts.
The night
belongs to the moon, and it belonged to the moon to a much greater degree in that
ancient time when the human being was not yet able to receive the force of love
in the direct rays of the sun. At that time he received the reflected force of
ripened wisdom from the moonlight. This ripened wisdom streamed down upon him
from the moonlight during the time of night-consciousness. Therefore Jahve is
called the Ruler of the Night, who prepared humanity for the love that was later
to manifest during full waking-consciousness. Thus we can look back to that
ancient past in human evolution when spiritually that event occurred which is
merely symbolized by the heavenly bodies, the sun on the one side, the moon on
the other. (See drawing). During the night, at certain times, the moon sends
down to us the reflected force of the sun, but it is the same light which also
shines upon us directly from the sun. Thus in ancient times, Jahve or Jehova
reflected the force of matured wisdom, the force of the six Elohim, and sent
this force down into human beings while they slept, preparing them to become
capable later, by degrees, of receiving the power of love during waking day -consciousness.
The above
drawing attempts in a symbolic manner to show the waking-day human being when
his physical and etheric bodies are dependent upon the Divine and his ego and
astral body are within the physical and ether bodies upon the physical plane.
Here the whole human organism is shone upon by the sun from without. We now know
that for the humanity of primeval ages, night was much longer and much more
filled with activity than it is at present. The astral body and ego were then
outside of the physical and ether bodies, the ego existing wholly within the
astral world, and the astral body sinking into the physical body from without — having, however, its entire inner being still embedded in the divine-spiritual
world. Therefore the sun could not shine directly upon the human astral body
and enkindle in it the force of love. Hence the moon, which reflects the
sunlight, was active through Jahve or Jehova. The moon is the symbol of Jahve or
Jehova, and the sun is none other than the symbol for the Logos, which is the sum
of the other six Elohim. This drawing, which you should study, and upon which
you should meditate, tries to indicate this in a symbolic way, and if you reflect
upon it you will discern what deep, mystery-truths are presented in it: namely,
that during long periods of time, in sleep-consciousness, the force of love was
being implanted in human beings by Jehova, in a manner of which they were
themselves unconscious. In this way they were being made capable of experiencing
the Logos, of feeling the force of Its love. One can ask: — How was this
possible, how could that take place? We come now to the other side of the
mystery.
We have said
that the human being was destined for self-conscious love upon the earth. He
must, therefore, have a leader, a teacher, during his clear day-consciousness, a
leader who stands before him so that he can be perceived by him. Now, it was only
during the night, in dim consciousness, that love could be implanted within the
human being. But little by little something happened, something happened in full
actuality which made it possible for him to see outwardly, physically, the Being
of Love itself. But how could that occur? It could only take place because the
Being of Divine Love, the Being of the Logos, became a man of flesh, whom men by
means of their physical senses could perceive upon the earth. It was because
mankind had developed to a condition of perceiving by means of outer senses that
God, the Logos, had Himself to become a sense-being. He had to appear in a
physical body. This was fulfilled in Christ Jesus, and the historical appearance
of Christ Jesus means that the forces of the six Elohim, or of the Logos, were
incarnated in Jesus of Nazareth at the beginning of our Christian era and were
actually present in Him in the visible world. That is the important thing. The
inner force of the sun, the force of the Logos-Love, assumed a physical human
form in the body of Jesus of Nazareth. For, like an external object, like an
outer being, God had to appear to the earthly, human sense-consciousness in a
bodily form.
You will ask
what was that Being Who appears at the beginning of our era as Christ Jesus? It
was the incarnation of the Logos, of the six other Elohim, whose advent had been
prepared by Jahve-God who preceded them. This figure of Jesus of Nazareth, in
whom the Christ or the Logos was incarnated, brought into human life, into human
history itself, what previously streamed down upon the earth from the sun, what
was present only in the sunlight. “The Logos became flesh.” It is upon this fact
that the Gospel of St. John places the greatest importance, and the writer of
this Gospel had to lay great emphasis upon it because it is a fact that after
the appearance of a few initiated Christian pupils who understood what had
occurred, there followed others who could not fully understand it. They
understood full well that at the foundation of all material things, behind all
that appears to us in substantial form, there exists a psycho-spiritual world.
But what they could not comprehend was that the Logos itself, by being
incarnated in an individual human being, became physically visible for the
physical sense-world. This they could not comprehend. Therefore that teaching
which appeared in the early Christian centuries called the “Gnosis” differs
from the true esoteric Christianity on this point. The writer of the Gospel of
St. John pointed to this fact in powerful words, when he said: “No, you should
not look upon the Christ as a supersensible, ever invisible being only, one Who
is the foundation of all material life, but you should consider this the
important thing: ‘The Word became flesh and dwelt among us.’” This is the fine
distinction between esoteric Christianity and the primal Gnosis. The Gnosis, as
well as esoteric Christianity, recognizes the Christ, but the former only as a
spiritual being, and in Jesus of Nazareth it sees at most a human herald, more or
less bound to this spiritual being. It holds firmly to an ever invisible Christ.
On the contrary, esoteric Christianity has always held the idea of the Gospel of
St. John, which rests upon the firm foundation of the words: “And the Logos
became flesh and dwelt among us!” He Who was there in the visible world is an
actual incarnation of the six sun Elohim, of the Logos! With the incarnation of
the Logos, the earthly mission — or in other words, what the earth was to become
through the Event of Palestine — first really began. Previously, all was only a
preparation.
What then did
the Christ, who dwelt within the body of Jesus of Nazareth, especially have to
represent Himself to be? It may be said He had to represent himself as the great
bringer and quickener of the self-conscious, independent human being. Let us
express this living Christ-teaching in a few short, paradigmatic sentences. The
earth exists in order that full self-consciousness, the “I AM,” may be given to
mankind. Previously, everything was a preparation for this self-consciousness,
for this “I AM;” and the Christ was that Being Who gave the impulse that made it
possible for every human being — each as an individual — to experience the “I
AM.” Only with His advent was the powerful impulse given which carries earth
humanity forward with a mighty bound. We can follow this by means of a
comparison of Christianity with the Old Testament teaching. In the latter, the
human being did not yet fully feel the “I AM” in himself. He still possessed a
remnant of a dreamy state of consciousness, held over from those ancient times
when he did not feel himself as a personality, but as a part of a Divine Being,
just as the animal today is still a member of a group-soul. Mankind had its
beginning in the group-soul and then advanced to a state of independent,
personal existence, in which every individual experiences the “I AM,” and the
Christ is the force that has brought it to this consciousness of the “I AM.” Let
us consider this for a moment in its full inner significance.
The follower of
the Old Testament did not feel himself as much enclosed within his own
individual personality as did the follower of the New Testament. He did not yet
say as a personality “I am an I.” He felt himself within the whole ancient
Jewish people and experienced the group-ego of his folk. Let us enter in a
living way into the consciousness of a follower of the Old Testament. The
Christian feels the “I AM” and gradually will learn to feel it more and more,
but the follower of the Old Testament did not feel the “I AM” in this way. He
felt himself as a member of the entire folk and looked up to its group-soul. And
if he wished to express this in words, he would have said: “My consciousness
reaches up to the Father of the whole people, to Abraham; we — I and Father
Abraham — are one. A common ego encompasses us all, and I only feel myself safe
within the spiritual substantiality of the world when I feel myself resting
within the whole folk-substance.” Thus the follower of the Old Testament looked
up to Father Abraham and said: “I and Father Abraham are one! In my veins flows
the same blood that flows in the veins of Abraham.” He felt Father Abraham as
the root from which every individual Abrahamite had sprung as a stem.
Then
Christ Jesus came and said to his nearest, most intimate initiates: Hitherto,
mankind has judged only according to the flesh, according to blood relationship.
Through this blood relationship, men have been conscious of reposing within a
higher invisible union. But you should believe in a still higher spiritual
relationship, in one that reaches beyond the blood-tie. You should believe in a
spiritual Father-substance in which the ego is rooted, and which is more
spiritual than the substance which as a group-soul binds the Jewish people
together. You should believe in what reposes within me and within every human
being, in what is not only one with Abraham, but one with the very divine
foundation of the world. Therefore Christ Jesus, according to the Gospel of St.
John, emphasizes the words: “Before Father Abraham was, was the I AM!” My primal
ego mounts not only to the Father-Principle that reaches back to Abraham, but my
ego is one with all that pulses through the entire cosmos, and to this my
spiritual nature soars aloft. I and the Father are one! These are important
words which one should experience; then will one feel the forward bound made by
mankind, a bound which advanced human evolution further in consequence of that
impulse given by the advent of the Christ. The Christ was the mighty quickener
of the “I AM.”
Now let us try
to hear a little of what His most intimate initiates said, how they expressed
what had been revealed to them. They said: Heretofore, no individual physical
human being has ever existed to whom this name of “I AM” could be applied; He
was the first to bring to the world the “I AM” in its full significance.
Therefore, they named Christ Jesus the “I AM.” That was the name in which the
closest initiates felt themselves united, the name which they understood, the
name “I AM.” We must in this way delve deeply into the most significant chapters
of the Gospel of St. John. If we take that chapter where we find the words “I
am the Light of the world,” we must interpret them literally, quite literally.
Now, what was this “I AM” which for the first time appeared in carnate form? It
was the force of the Logos that streamed to earth in the sunlight. All through
the entire eighth chapter, beginning with the twelfth verse, which is usually
entitled “Jesus, the Light of the World,” we find a transcription of this
profound truth concerning the meaning of the “I AM.” When you read this chapter,
emphasize the words “I” or “I AM” wherever they appear and realize that “I AM”
was the name in which the initiates felt themselves united. Then you will
understand it and it will seem to you that this chapter must then be read in
somewhat the following manner:
Then Jesus spoke to His disciples and said: That which is able to say “I AM” to itself is the Force of the Light of the World, and whoever follows after me will see in clear, waking consciousness what those who wander in darkness do not see.But those who clung to the old belief that only by night can the Light of Love be implanted within the human being, those who were called the Pharisees, answered: Thou callest upon thy “I AM” but we call upon Father Abraham. In this way we feel the power which justifies us in acting as self-conscious beings. We feel ourselves strong when we immerse ourselves in the substance of a common ego which reaches to Father Abraham.Jesus said: If one speaks of the I, as I speak, then is the testimony a true one; for I know that this I comes from the Father, from the primeval foundation of the world, and I know whither it tends.
Now, let us
consider those important words of Chapter VIII, verse 15, which should be
translated in the following manner:
Ye judge all things according to the flesh, but I judge not the perishable that is in the flesh.And if I judge, then is my judgment true. For the I does not exist for itself alone, but it is united with the Father from whom it has descended.
That is the
meaning of this passage. Thus everywhere you find reference to a common Father.
We are now able to bring the idea of the Father still more clearly before our
souls. Then we see that the words “Before Father Abraham was, was the I AM,”
contain the living essence of the Christian doctrine.
Today we have
gone deeply into the words of the Gospel of St. John, more deeply than we would
have been able had I interpreted them from an external point of view. We have
drawn these words out of Spiritual Wisdom and have alluded to certain important
words in the Gospel of St. John which show the very essentials of Christianity.
We shall see that just by understanding such germinal and primal key-words,
light and clarity will be brought into the whole of the Gospel.
Let us consider
all this as a teaching that was given in the Christian esoteric schools, a
teaching which the writer of the Gospel has transcribed — in a way which we
shall discuss — in order that he might hand it down to posterity for those who
really wish to penetrate into its meaning.
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